ten years and one day. 20/11/2009. almost a third of my life has passed since you left, yet it's still not getting any easier.you will forever be my everything, which is unfortunate given that I will never see you again, except in my dreams. I can't even bring myself to write your name at the moment as it sparks too many memories every time I try.
a longer entry to follow, by which point I will hopefully be able to struggle through the sickening, crushing nostalgia and write something coherent.
throw me your halo /
show me your heaven
boy
alex, 30. nostalgic, introverted.
likes
family and friends, the past, feeling wanted, being alone.
dislikes
the past.